Important Stuff
Hi! As my friends know, I'm not good at conversations, plus, I just don't feel like contacting people individually to tell them this, so I'm putting a couple things here that people who don't know me need to know, and people that are my friends need to know even more!This ISN'T specifically directed. There are multiple people who have made me tempted, but no specific person is the reason.
I will not be taking peoples bullshit anymore. If you piss me off, I'm not going to suck it up. I will either make it clear by my actions that you upset me, or I will tell you myself. Also, if you are being a bitch to me, I'll be a bitch back. I can't handle being a doormat anymore, I'm tired of it.
I will be holding grudges! If you piss me off, I will, infact, hold it against you until I am no longer upset or/and feel you have made it up to me.
I will be returning energy! If I feel you no longer value me as much as I value you, or I feel like you just don't see me as close as I see you, I will be returning that energy. If you think I find you closer then you find me, tell me. I do not want to be calling people my best friends if they don't see me the same. Or, if you seem pissed at me for no reason, I'll give you the exact same energy. Expect what you give.
If I upset you, say it to my face. Don't tell other people to tell me. I won't get upset with you for being upset with me. I don't like conflict, I want to resolve it ASAP.
FOR THOSE IN PERSON
I am moving. I will miss you guys.
But I am TIRED of people saying 'Oh! Don't leave :( it hurts my feelings' or 'you're not allowed to leave :('. Stop. I am doing this for my mental health. I am doing what's good for me. I get you don't mean it in a rude way, but it is only making this move worse on me. I am leaving my state for the first time ever. I am going to be far away from most of my family, for the first time ever. This is harder on me than you. Stop making it about you. You know who you are.
THIS IS NOT DIRECTED TO PEOPLE LIKE RACHEL OR ALLYSYN OR ANY OF Y'ALL. THIS IS A SPECIFIC FEW! Y'ALL ARE FINE. Y'ALL AREN'T DOING TOO MUCH! DW!